Today I ate the last apple, chopped up on my muesli. A little dry and less tasty than a fresh apple – but mine own. Yesterday we had oven chips made with this year’s Désirée potatoes. I defrost small bowlfuls of red- and whitecurrants to add to cereal and yoghurt. Potato and leek soup is a winter staple.
All from the garden. This is certainly not going to keep the wolf from the door, I hate to think of the monetary cost per mouthful, and a half-shrivelled apple really can’t compete with the tangerines and lychees that I filled the fruit bowl with over Christmas – never mind our daily grape and banana habit. Nevertheless there’s some unjustified satisfaction in it. It’s the interaction, the engagement with the garden that is important. It’s been so wet recently that the garden had become a reproach, another thing to deal with, the spur to thoughts of “such-and-such needs doing”, “I must do something about something” – a burden.
And yesterday it was dry so I put on my gardening clothes over my everyday clothes and went out, with half-frozen fingers, to tidy up a bit and to scrub the slippery deposit off the path. Suddenly the garden was no longer beyond the patio window, a two-dimensional reproach of my inaction and inertia, but a whole new world. It was like stepping through the back of the wardrobe; almost immediately my mood shifted and I saw things differently. Tidying up was no longer a chore but an automatic action – just like pausing frequently to see what was poking up through the fallen leaves.
Magenta-coloured cyclamen are flowering in the front flower bed, but it is still too windy to take a sharp photo of them.